Hi! I'm Andhika. I'm a grade 12 student. I'm not that unsure about my future goal. I just don't aim high anymore for that thing. Unlike the old me who always changed that thing named future goal. I don't think I tried hard enough to achieve it but at least I ever planned on it.
The middle school years of me wanted to become a doctor without thinking that much. I'm not sure but I think I wanted to become a doctor because I couldn't think anything else back then when I was asked what would I want to be at school. I don't think I have any potential on me at that time. Maybe that's why I couldn't think about what would I want to be back then.
The junior high school years of me wanted to become an animator. Unlike before, this one was running a bit fluently. On the last year of middle school I interested in making an animated picture of Minecraft and started making it. I went a bit well until around 2nd or 3rd year of junior high school, several things happened that made me couldn't maximize making that thing again.
The first year high school of me wanted to become a volleyball player. I was inspired by an animated volleyball show. Since then I started to learn about the positions, rules, etc. I also often watched the internasional matches. But the environment wasn't really supporting me to become that. I ended up just giving up.
That's all. The current me don't want to overthink about this thing. I'm still doing the animation thing and volleyball still becomes my favourite sport. Becoming an animator might still become my planned goal but I'm having a hard time increasing my skill on it so I don't want to put that much confidence on that (But I'm still trying). Right now, I'm just thinking to run my own small business like running a small shop to support my life.
Thanks for reading.
